D
I'm a mess, I've been a mess for months
            A
I know it's real
D                                             A
I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels


[Pre-Chorus]
      Bm
And I know that putting all this liquor in my body
D
Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me
Bm
No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me
A
Still i wait for you

And i know


[Chorus]
G
It's late and i wanna go home
        D                         A
But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you
G
I hate taking off my own clothes
        D
Getting in my own bed
         A
Spinning thoughts about you
G
It's late and i'm waiting behind
        D
For the drugs to kick in
     A
And erase my body
G
I hate how it's all in my head
        D
Smoking your cigarettes
         A
Thinking you could still want me


[Verse 2]
D
I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months
            A
I know it's true
D                                             A
I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah


[Pre-Chorus]
      Bm
And i know that putting all this liquor in my body
D
Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me
Bm
No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me
A
Still i wait for you

And i know


[Chorus]
G
It's late and i wanna go home
        D                         A
But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you
G
I hate taking off my own clothes
        D
Getting in my own bed
         A
Spinning thoughts about you
G
It's late and i'm waiting behind
        D
For the drugs to kick in
     A
And erase my body
G
I hate how it's all in my head
        D
Smoking your cigarettes
         A
Thinking you could still want me


[Outro]
G
It's late and I'm waiting behind
        D
For the drugs to kick in
     A
And erase my body
G
I hate how it's all in my head
      D
And i know i'm a mess
         A
Thinking you could still want me