You drift away in a bitter dusk by scattering the snow that held angel-like images in our blurry memories of childhood. escaping every when, who or why ebony eyes disappeared i cannot longer bear this as it revels in my misery if only i didn't care, i'd smile and merrily wave my hand goodbye my possessions are gone, there is no point to go on our foolish intents built my future plans i can't go forwards or back i am stuck in a forever dying moment more ...i sway here forevermore until lovely gaia is burnt to the core you'll find me at the gallows i sleep by the gallows in complete solitude that i used to cherish but now my visions are clear and solarsigns in a nebular hill cast a fallen morningstar right behind me and it sighs: "you won't feel a thing, it is only great relief so slit your wrists open by this" begone at the silent shores. shine on! this is the end of the world all beauty is lost and so is all you had ever abhored and i raise my blindfold gaze a night mare of ending my life becomes a part of this miserable joy of reality to sell my fortune to leave them all behind to hide all the trails as i never existed nothing remains irrelevant in these murky chambers... dark and dismal chambers of agony a cruel gathering of tragedies lead our way to the dreamscapes where they feed the rope by our necks no feet on this solid soil but a floating silhouette against the setting sun by gravity lifeforce flows slowly away it is silent at the gallows again