I admit it What's to say I'll relive it Without pain Backstreet lover on the side of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes I play Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself Try and mimic What's insane I am in it Where do I stand? Indian summer and I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet I pray Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself (You think I got my eyes closed But I'm looking at you the whole fucking time) Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Once upon a time I could love myself Once upon a time I could love you Once Once Once Once Once Once