What Do I make to ignore the ones that are behind me? I follow my instincts blindly? I hide my pride of these bad dreams And dive in Thoughts what are maddening? Should sit here and do it it to be stopped? Or should pay them a red bout? Should believe in something and do it to be deceived by the falsehood? Or just do it to trust anybody and do it to live in the loneliness? Because I cannot standing be so stretched I make the right actions, but I am lost in them I give my brandished daily again But I finish hurting me again By myself (myself) I ask because I cannot trust myself By myself (myself) I ask because I cannot trust myself By myself I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) It is too much for if it have I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) With failure thoughts sinking itself in me If I give the back stay in the defensive And get blind seems senseless If I hide my pride and to let that everything pass (then they will go) Take from me until everything has passed If I let them go, then will be ultra passed (but if I...) Try to catch you there I will be in front If I am killed for questions like cancer Then I will be buried in the answer silence By myself (myself) I ask because I cannot trust myself By myself (myself) I ask because I cannot trust myself By myself I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) It is too much for if it have I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) With failure thoughts sinking itself in me How you thinks That I have been losing too much I am with so much fear I am so out of reach How you wait That I know what to make When everything that I know It is what you tell me You not (you know) I can tell how to make(go) It does not matter what I do, how hard I (try) I do not seem to convince to myself (because) I am proud outside I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) It is too much for if it have I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) With failure thoughts sinking itself in me I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) It is too much for if it have I cannot standing (For anything, watching each rotation) With failure thoughts sinking itself in me