Part of me won' go away Everyday reminded me how much I hated Waiting against concequences Can't let you down I'm so senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And live with a gaping hole Take control of my life ' Wash out all the burnt I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low cuz it's part of me New cuts cover where the old ones are I'm sick of this I can't stand the sand paper thoughts that grate on my sanity I'd rather not even be the man that got stirred in the Mercury Cut myself free willing me's not just whats killing me Cut myslef free willing me's not just whats killing me Cut myself free willing me's not just whats killing me Cut myself free willing me's not just whats killing me I feel it everyday I feel I'm in my way I feel the swell up inside I feel the swell up inside swallowing me It can be frightining If you never felt it Once it spills out You feel like touched by somthing angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Rewrite the book of parts You know you're wrong I feel the calm when the problems are all gone And you start to see A little peice of yourself that you can't let be A reason why you strike out for yourself Take it to the depths at the bottom of the well You know you can choose to loose the part of Your heart where your race start to bruise You can live it Willing to put a stop to whats just killing you Cut myself free willing me's not just whats killing me Cut myslef free willing me's not just whats killing me Cut myself free willing me's not just whats killing me Cut myself free willing me's not just whats killing me I feel it everyday I feel I'm in my way I feel the swell up inside I feel the swell up inside swallowing me Every time I look around I see how everything ought to be Everytime I see myself there's always somthing wrong with me Every time I look around I see how everything ought to be Every time I see myself there's always something wrong with me I feel it everyday I feel I'm in my way I feel the swell up inside I feel the swell up inside swallowing me I feel the swell up inside Swell upinside swallowing me I feel the swell up inside swallowing me Swell up inside sawllowing me