My name heard in fear And yet glad - so glad - so glad To hear it Someone thinks of me - what follows doesn't matter Whether injustice - or contempt Waht follows doesn't matter I hear a word from your mouth Everything in pain My name is pain My lips from words But my tongue won't articulate them Fear strikes me dumb - so dumb And holds me in pale folds Missed opportunity Words are wasted Meaning is lost Everything in pain Rejection again... I miss that freedom That a lover does not know Yet I miss the love That receives the lover