Deep Inside I'm not doing great I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight Inside my body troubled, full of hate I have to let it out, before it's too late Deep inside (it can hide) Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime? Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and crawling from deep inside Why won't it fade? Outside I have to lie - I'm ok I hope someday I'll stop getting claimed I guess this is the life I have made Deep inside (it can hide) Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime? Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and crawling from deep inside What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding, wanting to be less Giving to people, they take from me Always they're bringing drama to me Look, look at me now Now! Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime? Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and crawling from deep inside I can't stand all of this fucking pain Please God just go away Please God just make the pain