Lost and alone I'm light as a stone Repeating this process everyday Nothing's my own The dreams that I've drawn I won't control and throw away I need to make a decision I need to make it right I need to lead the parade Or this shit will fucking take my life I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to past this test And complete my tormented life This curse is my own It follows me home It's like a child that wants to play The thoughts in my brain The subconscious pain Makes me think "why do I stay?" I need to make a decision I need to make it right I need to lead the parade or this shit Will take my life I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to past this test And complete my tormented life I want to kill the decisions I want to be right I want to past my test And complete this tormented life I'm happy Everything is wonderful So happy It's beautiful I need to make a decision I need to make it right I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to past this test And complete my tormented life I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to past this test And complete my tormented life I'm so happy I need to make it right Everything is wonderful