I dry my eyes Now I'll crust them with sleep I'll crust them over She begged me, "Don't hate me" She spun me a story Where winning looks like losing And I'm winning every time So thread spools sweetie, get ready 'Til my silk is sold Growing up Growing up Growing up Yeah I'll find myself anew Yeah I'll find myself anew I've dried my eyes, now its "Rushmore" I'm deep with futures like Chicago No, Glenview never meant a thing to me She never meant a thing to me Separate idealists in a body bag Forget it I'll go out tonight to piss on her doorstep And listen to the Misfits, "Where Eagles Dare" To swallow whole Up Growing up Growing up Go! Whoa-oh-oh I guess I'm my own better half Whoa-oh-oh I guess I'm my own better half Whoa, yeah I guess I'm on my own Yeah, yeah I guess I'm on my own Yeah I guess I'm on my own Yeah, yeah, yeah I guess I'm on my own